went out with aunt to somerset. enjoy hearing the stories about my family... but she didnt tell me the exact details as to wad happen... geez.. then again, so wad if i know about the past???? somehow it doesnt take an effect... the only thing is, LEARN.

went heeren for some shopping therapy.. hmmm bought a handbag.,.... =D main agenda was to look around for a dress or something to wear to my cousin's wedding. noticed that all my clothes are jeans and jeans and jeans. pretty boring eh? time for a makeover.... i saw a dress that i really really like. but.... looking at the state of my legs, nah..... cant wait to get rid of those scars... believe it not, a scar takes about a week to a year plus PLUS PLUS, depending on how the wound is.. as for my case, well, it's like uh..... still counting. saw a skirt.. very sweet.. man... God, heal me in Jesus name!!! okay, not jus jus that, but also having a balance diet and exercising... haaas...

O! and it was raining heavily, and we have to hide at cold storage at center point. geezz... we're admiring the fruits, veggies, etc etc... exciting yo!!!! hahaa... even saw this bi g aloe vera leaf, sort of reminds me of how my paternal grandma would cut one of from the aloe vera plant and try to apply on my skin. at that point of time, skin condition was worse so was screaming though after that i felt the coolness... lol

Thoughts:

the past is past! geez, is man always judge by their past, jus like people looking at ex convicts??? (jus an example) anyways... God looks at the heart, Man looks at records, appearence, etc etc.. anyways.... *trialing off* (continue some time later.. all im saying this are general, wad people face)

after talking to my aunt, realised wad pst preached before, that bitterness and resentment, that have been kept in the heart for many years, can suddenly explode in a tiny moment of secs... and that how we should bravely face and not running away from it, although it helps in a way, but it distant the relationship or a friendship... rather lifting up all this into His Hands of grace, and dealing, solving a problem or a situation before it gets kinda, you know, misunuderstanding, blah blah blah... hai... ultimately, wads on your mind today??


hmmmm.... *cravings* more *craving*

hope that this sunday sentosa outing is gonna b fun, hope the weather is jus nice, sunny yet breezy, no dark clouds, yea... i need a tan!!! xuelin says im losing my tan... lol... and of cuz, keeping my skin moist



CNY is coming!!! and my cousin and cousin.. (geez... -_-) WEDDING!!! wonderully joyous-fully occasion