thoughts... just thoughts....

sometimes i wonder,
if i could understand what she's doing,
it's makes it so hard,
each day,
to understand.
so even if i couldnt be bothered to understand,
it makes it,
turning out to be non-sensical.
tearing down the walls of emotions,
tearing down the walls of imagination,
it turns out to be numb wherever,
she does nag whatsoever,
feelings just fade away,
emotions controlled.
it not as if,
it's not the 1st time.